Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Teman-teman, sekarang saya bakal lebih konsen menulis di http://popsy.wordpress.com/. Terimakasih atas perhatiannya, dan ditunggu kunjungannya :)

Catshade wrote @ 07:58 p.m.

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Friday, March 25, 2005

Sorry guys, untuk sementara gw pindah dulu ke sini sambil ngumpulin semangat buat ngeblog rutin lagi ^^; Terimakasih buat dukungannya selama ini T_T *digeplak* I don't really deserve this, after all...>_<

Catshade wrote @ 10:37 a.m.

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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

Mood : *lazy* *introspective* *schizoid*
BGM : "Phone Call" – Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind OST

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;

It's about memories that still stuck in my head, and I just can't forget it. Or I don't want to. Don't know if I must feel happy. Or guilty. Can I forget it? Must I forget it? I don't know if you feel the same way too. Or have you erased those memories from your mind? You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story...

Catshade wrote @ 02:23 a.m.

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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Mood : *lazy* *bored* *schizoid*
BGM : Sol-Fa – Asian Kung-Fu Generation (album)

Sudah hampir sebulan sejak terakhir kali nulis di sini. Apa mending dijadiin blog bulanan aja ya? ^^; *dilirik sinis ama para pembaca, kayak ada yang baca aja* Maaf2, abisnya mendekati akhir-akhir liburan ini malah jadi tambah males ngapa2in (padahal sebelumnya aja udah kebangetan malesnya). Tiap hari kerjaannya cuma bangun-main-makan-main-online-tidur ad infinitum et nauseam. Trus apa yang bisa diceritain kalo gitu? ^^; Ya ada sih sebenernya sisi katarsisnya, cuma...*ganti melirik genit para pembaca imajiner* semenjak blog ini jadi makin dibaca banyak orang, makin gak enak rasanya buat katarsis. Abis sebagian dari mereka ada yang jadi (dan ada yang sering) jadi objek katarsisnya sih ^^; takut suasana jadi...euh, kurang menyenangkan. Huhuhu, apa karena nulisnya kurang kriptik ya? Doh, tapi sama aja, paling juga ditanya2in lagi apa artinya...males (ato lebih seringnya, malu :p) njelasinnya --; *mulai ngomong sendiri* Oh well, let's keep it myself for some more time...>_>

*coughs* dan buat kalian berdua yang 'ribut' di tagboard sebelah, I won't argue with you guys until the term that we will argue about have a clear definition ^^; And defining 'god' (and everything that revolves around it), I believe, is insufficient by words alone. So shush, leave me alone in my own world, will you? :p

Catshade wrote @ 11:27 p.m.

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Friday, 31 December 2004

Mood : *sad* *angered* *reflective*
BGM : "Sweet Song" – Xenosaga Episode II OST

I call them "100,000 Children of Bethlehem". Those young babies who slain and slaughtered by the Herodian soldiers so The Son of Man can escape into safety. The Son of Man then became a prophet, a Son of God whose teaching remains influential for many people around the world throughout two thousand years span. But does that justify the act that The Old Man in the Sky had committed, leaving a whole town's babies into death's hands so he could save his own son? Must there be sacrifices to advance the civilization of mankind, either by their own hand or by the old man's? Just look at the victims of the most recent quakes and tsunamis. My first reaction is: FUCK. DO YOU SEE IT AS NECESSARY TO SACRIFICE ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND LIVES AS A REMINDER TO US, THE REMAINING ALIVE?! It's just...not fair for them, as they were treated as a mere tool to further the old man's plan. Some people will argue that the old man's plan is beautiful in the end. But does that justify the act of sacrificing 100,000 souls? And I don't want to hear the 'they're happy because they instantly go to some place out there called heaven' argument crap. It's a selfish reason. If there must be a paradise, it's something we must create here and now on earth. Even if we must kill the old man...

Catshade wrote @ 08:12 p.m.

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Main Entry: ca·thar·sis
Pronunciation: k&-'thär-s&s
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural ca·thar·ses /-"sEz/
Etymology: New Latin, from Greek katharsis, from kathairein to cleanse, purge, from katharos
Date: circa 1775
2 a : purification or purgation of the emotions (as pity and fear) primarily through art b : a purification or purgation that brings about spiritual renewal or release from tension
3 : elimination of a complex by bringing it to consciousness and affording it expression


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